In the twilight, I watch and wait
Looking at the sun go down
Thinking of night falling
People going around town
In the sunrise, I yawn and awaken
Watching the sun come up
Seeing the day rising
In the sunset, I start to dream
Love and life
Everything in between
A mother is precious
A mother is sweet
A mother is caring
A mother is neat
A mother is loving
A mother is smart
A mother is warm
A mother has heart
A mother is perceptive
A mother is kind
A mother is hard working
A mother is a great find
Care for your mother on this mother’s day
Cause a mother’s love will never pass away
Are you thinking of me?
Are you mindful of me?
The one you left behind
The one who fell for you
The one who listens to you
Does whatever they can for you
Are you wondering about me?
Are you looking for me?
The one you call ever so often
The one who dreams of you
The one you send emails to
The one who calms your rage
I am thinking of you
I am mindful of you
You left me behind
I have fallen for you
I always listen to you
I do what I can for you
I am wondering about you
I do look for you
Waiting by the phone for your call
At night I dream of you
Checking my email
Calming your anger and rage
Here I am, standing and waiting
For you to come back
To hope and see
That you feel the same about me
I think all sisters are different in some ways. Some you can tell them your biggest secret without being criticized, some of them you can go shopping with and hang out with, some of them you can spend hours on the phone with talking about nothing. Me and my sister get along great,at least I think so lol! She is there to give me advice, help me with my schoolwork, call me out in front of people, it is sibling harmony. Growing up, we did share a room. She is older than me so she would kick me out of the room when her friends came over but her friends were nice to me. She acts like she didn’t want me but I know different, hehe! Sisters have a bond and it can be tested at times but through thick and thin, your blood should have your back, no matter what kind of bullshit you got yourself into!
I go through phones like most people go through relationships…you got one and then you come across one that is even better. It looks better, works better, intelligence is higher, and you just have to have it. I have had 3 razr phones, 1 virgin mobile wildcard, 3 tracphones, 2 nokias, and now I have a tmobile sidekick and hopefully this will be my last but I am sure it won’t be. I wonder if there is help for this kind of thing like there is for alcohol and drugs. If there is someone let me know please.
I am turning 22 next wednesday and didn’t know it until my sister reminded me. I’m like, “Oh, that is right.” Am I that content with me just having another birthday that was about to pass me by? Or am I at the age where I don’t have to have a party anymore?
I discovered a grey hair a couple months back and they say that is a sign of wisdom, if that is the case, I need all the wisdom I can get. I am getting older and glad to be getting older but I found myself not making a big deal about it. Is there a certain age you get to where you don’t care how old you get, and that you are glad to be getting older?
The ocean
The streams
The sun
The beams
The wind
The breeze
The snow
The freeze
The rain
The shower
The tornado
The power
The hurricane
The eye
The tsunami
The high
The lighting
The striking
The thunder
The frightening
The flowers
The bloom
The leaves
The dirt
The trees
Mother Nature is a breath taker
Mother Nature is a plan breaker
Mother Nature can be beautiful
Mother Nature can be destructive
You don’t fool with Mother Nature
You never know how of something you really have until you go through it or deal with it. My grandmother moved out and she had boxes and boxes of stuff and still left stuff here. She decided to leave because she felt it was time for a change after my grandfather passing away about 5 years ago. She wanted to be by herself and she found her a new place and moved in this past weekend. She is happy to have her independence and I am happy for her.
Being on your own can come at anytime and it can be liberating. You feel like you are only responsible for you and no one else. It’s a new found freedom that you possess and you can do whatever you want, whenever you want, and wherever you want. No one telling you what to do or when to do it. It’s nice to be able to do things when you get ready, not on anyone else’s time frame.
I wonder if there is something there or he is just wasting my time? I constantly think about him, whether he thinks about me, does he know that he is thinking about me? I am hoping that he will finally open his eyes and see that I want to be with him. I made my feelings known to him, my intentions are true, why can’t he see that? I’m not like the rest, I will be at my best but I can’t wait forever, I can’t wait eternally. Tell me now so we can move forward, with or without being together. I find myself thinking that this is just a game that he is playing with me, that he is just testing me, does he have someone else or am I not thinking clearly? I wish I knew what to do, I wish I knew what to say, this is the question I ask each and everyday.
These are just some random thoughts that I had on my mind dealing with a guy in my life who I have been friends with for almost 3 years and I am wondering what he is thinking.
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